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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 06:22:18 GMT

i have decided to come back to xanga

to help my myspace addiction

cuz i'm thinking that if i come onto xanga everyday...
it'll steer me away from myspace!!!

although i'm thinking of making a new xanga account

so i'll keep ya posted!

NEW XANGA

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 04:37:12 GMT

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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 04:42:38 GMT

[from my myspace...haha i know LAME]

do you ever feel like no matter how hard you try....there is always someone better than you?
no matter how hard you work at trying to be better than them?

yeah that's how i feel right now.

i guess i get the drive to be better....but now i realize....no matter what they'll always be better than me. they'll always be the one who is recognized.

and it sucks because i have been working so hard to be recognized for being elite.

it happens with a lot of things i do. it's like i'm one of the best but it's always other people who are recognized for being the best. even if i am just a smidgen away from being at their level. even if i work hard to be better.

it happens in a lot of things i do.
but i guess it mostly bugs me in hula and orchestra.
i think because i'm passionate about those two things.
like i really care about it. so much.
it just sucks that no matter how hard i work at being a better dancer or violinist.....the people who have always been better than me...always will be.

i guess that's just how it is.
i just hafta deal with it.

just kinda sucks how i've been working my ass off for years
and it'll never pay off.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 23:31:39 GMT

TOLO PICTURES

Monday, January 16, 2006

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 00:56:07 GMT

hi xanga. sorry for abandoning you.

but i have to tell you about tolo last night!

it was pretty awesome! if you didn't go you missed out on one of the best dances at hazen!

the decorations were hella awesome! and of course they would be because we worked on them for 4 hours on friday! haha me and leena had fun putting glitter on the dots for the dice, getting high off the glue fumes. then we had fun getting dizzy putting streamers around the pole things.

the dj was awesome. he played whatever you requested....except for christmas songs but that's okay cuz we sang them after the dance was over hahaha. but he played chacha slide for us!!!!! and we stood up on the seats under the edge and danced!

so tolo plans were stressing but it all came together. :]
had fun getting all prettied up by my good friend allison dunn. haha but when she first let me look i was like "i look like a whore". hahahahaha
yep me her & moxxy had fun singing along to disney songs while allison actually attempted doing my hair. haha

ohhhh and SEAHAWKS HELLA WON. boo ya [that was random]

haha then we went to dinner @ red robins w/ our groupy which include mason&i, mox&evan, and christie&daniel. haha those boys are pokemon crazed. it was all they talked about during dinner and then when we came to chill at my house my little brother HAD to show them pokemon.com and they were absorbed into that. haha we hecka took pictures of that. i'll post all my tolo pictures later.
oh and i also love how everyone in factoria mall stared at us. hahahaha

at the dance EVERYONE danced. and i MEAN everyone. like i barely saw anyone in the gameroom! and the little white chapel was hit. that was the funnest part haha.
yeah and i pretty much danced for the whole time so i'm pretty sore now. and i lost my voice hella and i hadta drink like 5 glasses of water before i could talk normally again.
haha. i'm kinda sad that the dance circles died faster than they did at homecoming but hey we did some pretty cool dance moves. if only jennel jones were there to show us her dance moves for her upcoming dance video.

yeah now i'm kinda sad that's it's over now.
i wanna look forward to the next tolo but then i kinda thought about who i'd ask and i don't really know who i'd ask. i'd want to ask mason again but i don't know if he'd want to go to two tolos in a row with me.
i kinda just wanna have yesterday like replay again.

so yeah. PICTURES LATER!

Monday, December 26, 2005

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 05:42:58 GMT

no one comes on xanga anymore.

oh yeah

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Friday, December 23, 2005

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 04:07:07 GMT

http://www.nwasianweekly.com/20052451/bald20052451.htm

Friday, December 23, 2005

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 04:06:17 GMT

my fun day with my favorite kids in the world
a.k.a. kaitlin nelson & mason catt

kaitlin's camera:

we ate chinese food @ yae's wok. oh and there's mason!

benchwarmers! haha mason&i are nerds.

coolest kids from nishiwaki `04 `03 & `05!

our 'george bush face'.

we're pretty gangster in the hats in the little boy's section of target.

took a little bit to take this picture cuz me and kaitlin were dying of laughter at mason's hat. ahahahaha

mason's pokemheart

we're so glam!

what can we say.....girls just wanna have fun!

FINALLY THE BLONDE SHOWS!

we couldn't resist riding them ponies.

we're waiting for the horseys to move.

this is what i want for christmas :D

gangsta cowboys.

mason caught kaitlin from stealing the sloop.

nope, mason isn't too big for that elephant.

kaitlin doesn't wanna ride the cow, i mean dinosaur, cuz it'll show off her panties, er i mean leggings. hahaha

some chick who was sitting across from kaitlin.

kaitlin thought the lizard was doing a silly pose.
and i decided to imitate it.

what can i say.....i like to sleep.

my camera:

what a perv. hahaha jkjkjkjkjk

i'm smiling so hard it looks painful hahaha. and kaitlin looks worried.

yay i love those two.

COOLEST CATT! this is like the epitome of mason.

could sleep there all day...

told ya it was comfy

how vogue! ;D

what hotties ;]

i don't know what mason is doing but i love how kaitlin's eyes popped open!

ew gross kaitlin....you do it outside!

haha square poop in the sloop [HEY IT RHYMED!]

beware of kaitlin.

being a catt, of course he'd go sit on this.

gosh pretty even when being silly. :P

so that was our eventful time with each other.

i bet you're jealous.

cuz i am.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 01:21:40 GMT

haven't entried in awhile

to summarize.....i really miss the pajama game.
i had the time of my life! all the rehearsing and everything was paid off with as much fun i had and how much more friends i made!

i'm thinking of doing drama now. =D
but i'd hafta give up doing tennis and cheer. =\
i don't mind so much giving up cheer cuz it's not so much my crowd and plus if i don't do it that means another chance at SPIRIT QUEEN. and my heart is set on that.
but tennis....i duno why but i just don't wanna give it up. i guess maybe cuz it's a sport i can actually play haha. and plus i had worked hard @ NHSTC to be a better player and then i don't get to use it.
oh well i see a lot more benefits if i do drama.
i mean i'd be around people who i clicked with from the start & i'd be performing, which is something i love to do. also i'm hoping to major in performing arts of some sort so this would help a lot more than cheer or sports would.
and i wouldn't hafta give up earth corps as much either =D

but yeah i really miss everyone in the pajama game cast. =[
i was sad today when i had to return my music. it's like officializing that it's over and that i can't play the songs anymore =[

hmmm but something exciting did happen this week!

i'm going to tolo

with mason catt! :D

i'm all excited for tolo now. yay!
ANNNNDD highlander club is hella dressing up. oh yes!

omg tomorrow marks a week till christmas eve!
ugh i need to do christmas shopping really bad!

p.s. i miss nani ;[

Friday, December 09, 2005

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 22:54:21 GMT

Nani 10/06/99 - 12/05/05

i miss her ;[

i'll entry more about it later...

just wanted to post this for all who didn't know.